hmmm

where has the semester gone?
three weeks away from being done. what the heck? freshmen year of college is almost finished. hmmm. not sure how i feel about this

lyrics again

I'm the desperate
And you're the savior
There's been something else
Talkin' in my ear
Someone save me
When I Speak It begins to decay
I'm not about to bury myself
Oh, God! My hands are shaking again
Calm down! Now I can't feel the floor
And my vision takes it's toll on me

Oh, God! It's racing through my veins
I'm afraid there must be some kinda mistake
Oh, I'm in over my head again
reach in and grab a hold of me
I'm so scared that I've started to slip
They say that I'll never change
I'll prove them wrong
It's over
I hear the calling but its passing through
Clean me up show me how to live
Tear me down
Let me start again

it's something i'm prone to; letting mistakes get to me. God is faithful and forgives. this should be kept in mind. however, God doesn't appreciate empty promises towards change. i hope that i don't make any more of those.

New Music

This Will Destroy You- A band that has been shown to me by some friends that I love, and it's only been a couple of hours since I got their music. Much in the same style as Explosions, they are an instrumental band with songs that match minute by minute (most songs are over six minutes), epic chords leading to softness and calm leading to building melodies. the drums are more raw and pronounced than that of explosions; maybe that's one of the reasons i'm so into these guys. check em out.